Sunday, April 10, 2016

I Refuse To Be a Victim of Learning

This year, I have taken a quote by May Angelou as my motto: "Do the best you can until you know better. Then once you know better, do better."  I love this quote because it reflects so many areas of my life.  Being a wife, a mother, a teacher - I try to do the best I can, and sometimes realizing that I don't know something hits me like a ton of bricks.  This happened to me this year with my view on professional learning.  Do better has become my phrase.  I can always do better.

As a student in the 90's, my teachers were the sole source of knowledge at school.  They knew the dates, background information, and important names associated with the content we were learning.  It was almost like they were part of a secret club of knowledge (ok, so really they were probably the only people in the building to have a copy of Cliff Notes with analysis and a teacher's textbook with possible test questions to add to their vast knowledge of a particular topic).  Even during my first few years of teaching, this was the case.  Students looked to me for answers and insight to the famous stories and poems that we were reading in class.  My notes and handouts were the sole source of information for them.

As a new teacher in 2003, my learning was quite similar.  I waited for my district to provide me with inservice training to fill the contracted time each year.  I was warned about dreaded inservice.  I completed the tasks that were asked of me.  I sometimes presented ideas  that were recommended by my administrators to help improve topics like reading and writing across the curriculum.  I am sure that sometimes I sounded like Charlie Brown's teacher.  In a sense, the notes and handouts from the district office were my sole source of learning.  It was a one-type-fits-all type of learning which allowed many of us to check out, fill the time, complain about how what we were learning had nothing to do with our content, and leave 15 minutes early.  It is no wonder why the uphill battle to change professional learning faces such a steep climb.  Many teachers were subjected to the kind of teaching that we abhor - there's no way we would ever teach like that, but we were learning like that. Ironically, we also know that the biggest factor to improving student learning is the effectiveness of a classroom teacher.  Those two facts just don't seem to correlate.

Whether students and their teachers know it or not, America is in the middle of an education revolution.  In my classroom, I am no longer the sole source of knowledge.  However, I am the only person who has teaching experience.  I am the only person who knows how to create a learning environment that is respectful and student-centered.  I am the only person who has completed high school and college.  I am the only person who is a mom and a wife. I am all of these things, but I am not the only person responsible for learning in my classroom.  Because of 1:1 laptops, my students have access to nearly every site I could possible use to create my lessons.  If they don't know how to use a colon correctly to introduce a list, they can look it up.  If they aren't sure how to spell a word, they can look that up, too.  Heck, they can even Youtube how to create something on Google Docs if I don't have the answer how to do it.  You see, in my classroom, we learn together.  It is okay for me to say, "I don't know the answer to that" because I have allowed myself to be part of the learning.  In class last week, I played Merle Haggard (a type of audio literacy, right?) after he passed away.  I went out to the hallway during passing period, and when I returned, a student had written his full name, his birthplace, his birthdate, and his final day on earth.  I didn't ask him to do that, but it sure helped in the discussion of who Merle Haggard was, the impact he had on music, and the fact that he has passed away the day before.  It was so cool that a student took the initiative to look that information up on his phone before class began because we all learned from it.

As a teacher, Websites like Twitter and apps like Voxer are connecting educators from across the country.  Now that I know I can connect with other educators (we call them Ts in the Twitter world), I have an endless amount of resources.  For example, the other day, I had a question about a website that allows a group of people to collaboratively create word clouds.  I tweeted out my question, and within 5 minutes I had the answer I was looking for tweeted back to me. IT WAS FANTASTIC (and the answer was a website called govote.at) A few years ago, I would not have felt comfortable doing that.  I probably would have asked my department, but there is no way I would have posted it on the internet for people to see because even then I felt like I should have those answers somewhere in my playbook.  Now that I know better, I no longer have to wait for my district to tell me what I should learn and from whom I should learn it.  I have made a choice to continue to better myself and my teaching strategies because that betters the learning that takes place for my students. 

This battle between "old learning" vs. "new learning" exists because many students and teachers alike easily approach learning as victim learners.  While no definition exists, victim learning sounds like this: "I have to be here.  I have to learn this.  I have to..." as though there is not a choice.  Being a victim of a crime or abuse is a very real and true thing, and victims deserve all the help and support that we can offer. I have no doubt that many students and teachers (myself included) have suffered through mind-numbing classes and presentations; they have been the victims of the clock, filling time until the hour or day is over. 

However, the choice now lies within us.  Each day we have a choice to try to better ourselves whether we are 15 or 55 years old.  It is no one else's choice but our own.  Many teachers are working to change this mindset in our classrooms and in our schools.  When "have to" becomes "get to" or "might", then we start taking chances and changing those thoughts.  Educators are trying to get students to take ownership of their learning and the opportunities that are presented to them by well-educated, compassionate, and driven teachers. We are trying to engage them, inspire them, and introduce them to ideas they never knew existed.  We are trying to uncross their arms and open their eyes to the fact that learning is something that no one can ever take from them. We are trying to show them their potential, but more importantly get them to realize themselves that their potential is opening up endless doors for future success.

Many teachers are also trying to change this mindset within their schools and districts.  It is okay to be positive.  It is okay to love teaching, or as I like to say, "geek out over it"!  Teaching, for me, is like being a coach.  My classroom is the field or court that I can use to make a difference in my students' reading and writing.  So, yeah, I am pretty "geeked out" about what I do each day.  It is no different than the passion I see from our band teacher, art teacher, or our head football coach - that kind of passion results in excellence.  I have a choice, and I choose not to be a victim of bad learning; it's MY choice. Not every teacher is comfortable sharing what they do online, but the choice to be positive and innovative starts in our classrooms and in our hallways.  If you want to know more about Twitter, Voxer, or the other ways that educators are networking, just ask someone who uses it.  I guarantee that they will be excited to show you a world that you never knew existed.  It is positive.  It is learning driven.  It is a choice you will never regret.

Saturday, April 9, 2016

When Ta Da Becomes "Ah Ha!"

So this week we had a #313teach Twitter slow chat challenge in our district:  

Well, we were working with possessives in my sophomore English classes, and there isn't much "Ta Da" about possessives, or so I thought.  Possessives basically follow three rules, so we worked on a technique that forced students to show me their thinking process, not just how to make a word possessive.  I wanted them to tell me three things: is the word singular or plural, how would you fix it, and how do you know you are right?

What I found was that words like this (girls') were causing issues with my students.  I had four students tell me that they have never seen a word end in an apostrophe because they thought it wass always supposed to be ('s).  What a conversation we had.  I spent about 5 minutes convincing kids they weren't dumb if they had never really noticed this before AND thanking them for letting me know they didn't know this existed. 


I spent the next few minutes of class talking about my husband's old 1985 Dodge Ram Charger.  It had a 7-inch lift kid, 35 inch tires, a KC light strip, a rusted out floor board, a hot-wired ignition, and a dual exhaust.  Prior to knowing my husband, I thought Ram Chargers were like Ford Broncos.  I am here to tell you that they are not.  I can spot a Ram Charger from a block away.  I just never knew what I was looking at, but any Ford or Dodge fan will tell you that there is a difference.  When those "ah ha" moments happen, be it with possessive in English or the body type of old trucks, you never forget them.

My students who had never seen a plural possessive end in only an apostrophe probably learned more about a Ram Charger than they ever hoped to know, but they will also probably start seeing those types of words in their reading more often because they know what it is they are seeing.  Ta da!

Saturday, April 2, 2016

Gimme Five Challenge: Accepted!


Gimme 5 Challenge


Last week a former student, turned colleague (how cool is that?) of mine tagged me in the Gimme Five Challenge.  I needed to finish grading my Honors Freshman English research papers before I could even begin to think about writing a blog post. This challenge originated from Dr. Todd Schmidt from Harbor View Elementary in California.


If you are an educator, I challenge you to reflect on your year, for it is only through reflection that we move forward and change our practices and beliefs.


What has been your ONE biggest struggle during this school year?
1. My biggest struggle this year has been finding a balance between school and home.  I tell my students that there is only one thing that comes before school, and that is my family.  I have two young boys, and some days those boys need their momma.  It is so different being a teacher with children.  I used to come home from school, eat dinner, and then dive right back into work.  These two boys of mine don't allow me to be "teacher" between the hours of 4:30 and 8:30.  So, what's that mean?  It means that sometimes my grades don't get put in as often as I'd like.  It means that sometimes I stay up late altering the next day's lesson plans to fit this specific class's needs.    It means that I have changed my beliefs on assignments; not everything needs a grade, but I can tell you that I know for a fact that the activities that we do in class each day are making my students better readers and writers. Just because I can't put in the kind of time that I used to does not mean that I am not doing my best, it means my best has to change the way it looks to work for myself, my husband, my kids, and my students.


Share TWO accomplishments that you are proud of from this school year.
1. I'm very proud of the S.E.E.D writing program my department and school has implemented in the past few years.  I am seeing some of the strongest writing from my student that I have ever seen.  I also enjoyed being able to share this writing strategy with another school this year with Jason Kohls.  
2. I am still coming down from cloud nine after attending ECET2 (Elevating and Celebrating Effective Teachers and Teaching) in San Diego.  This conference is the brain child of the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation.  It brought over 400 educators together from all over the country to spend the weekend collaborating on how to improve education and celebrate learning.  It was life changing to see the passion that exists across the country to reform education. Too bad we don't see that on the 6 o'clock news.


What are THREE things you wish to accomplish before the end of the school year?
1. I have two former students who run a non-profit organization to help improve education for school children in Nepal; somehow I want to partner with them this year.  They do fantastic work - check it out! https://openworldcause.org
2. I want to collaborate with our libraries to make sure that students have the opportunities to get library cards, or at least the information they need to do so, before the end of the year.  Very few of them actually have a library card that is not connected to school. I am working with another former student to make this happen.
3. I want to finish grading research papers for my sophomores and revisions for my freshman.  I know this doesn't sound exciting, but it takes about 30 hours to grade 45 research papers and another 10 to grade revisions (multiply that by two for both of my preps).  It is a huge chunk of time, but this type of writing is important to prepare students for college writing/ academic research.


Give FOUR reasons why you remain in education in today's rough culture.
1. I love my school, my colleagues, and my kiddos - this is how I give back a community that gives so much to me.
2. Education is my family business - it's what I was born to do.
3. My children's futures.
4. My students' futures.


Which FIVE people do you hope will take the challenge of answering these questions?
1. Greg Froese, one of my outstanding colleagues who also blogs. (beat ya, Jason Kohls)
2. Cindy Couchman, our Assistant Superintendent of Curriculum and Learning at Buhler - she has been an amazing colleague, resource, and friend to me.
3. Ben Honeycutt, a future teacher who is already a world-changer.
4. Heather Fuller - a former student teacher of mine who is a fantastic teacher and coach!
5. Larissa Carter, our new debate teacher who has contemplated starting a blog - would be a great first post!

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